Tuesday, November 13, 2018

Christian really disappointed me

Hello everyone. I know it's been ages since I last posted up anything about my life and life has been pretty crazy and shocking I must say so myself. 
First, there was Felix (my boyfriend) who has resign from his company and doing e-hailing as a full time and yes I'm not really happy about it but eversince then, he has never come back home early and always all the time getting tired. I don't really like this kind of life but whenever I wanna talk about it, he refuses. 
Then there comes the second thing which was the big news. I'm getting married to him next year! Shocking news I know. Things has been really crazy lately. And the good news was (that's what I thought), that I could get married in my own church that I've been going for God knows how many years. At first my dad went and asked the chairman and the chairman said 'why not? I'm a member of the church so there's no harm. As long as I find someone else to conduct the marriage. There's no problem for me to use the place" And I was like all yippee and hip hip hooray! Everything fell apart when my dad said that out of courtesy, we should consult with the pastor of that church. I have another pastor to conduct for me but because my dad felt bad for keeping this from the pastor, we told him what was going on. And that's where everything went off. He called me and Felix for a talk and at the end of the talk, the conclusion was, I can get married with him in some sort of a blessing way but it has to be outside of church! I was like what the fuck that time! 11 months before the wedding you give me this shitty news? When the chairman literally said that it was fine at one moment, and the other moment, you said no? 
Sadly to say this but I'm very disappointed with my own religion and it also got me thinking twice about this which is a dangerous zone. As I know so well that my religion loves to help people, and it's a loving religion. Every time we singing songs like God is merciful and God loves us but somehow, are all those just words and bullshit?
I practically break down and cry in front of the Pastor that day and didn't want to look at him in a way that I usually will look at him. Don't just mentioned him but also the church. I mean seriously, a servant/sister has been attending church and serving you so faithfully and now when she's in a dilemma, the whole church turns their back on her? What kind of fucking religion I'm in then? This seriously got me thinking. The Pastor said he feels sympathy towards us? I think he can just save that because if he does, he will try his best by all means to help us. But no, he isn't doing that. More like saving their own asses because to refrain other members to be finding out about this matter.
And I think because I was crying so hard and blaming my church, Felix thought maybe he should be converted instead. But not because he is willing to, because of our future together and because I so wanted to walk down that beautiful aisle which I think it's the dream of every girl. But because it's costly to do it outside, I was thinking that the church could help me but looks like I was wrong. But in order for Felix to convert, he first needs to talk to his dad which he is taking a long time to do so because he is so damn scared of his dad. And now I really don't know what to do and I'm really sad. Everyday thinking about this shit only.
I really want to walk down that aisle with him, with my dad and do whatever Christians do. Of course also the chinese custom. Why can't I just have a wedding that everything goes my way? Why can't I have that? WHY!!!! Why even up until my marriage time, I have to suffer this shit? I really wish and hope and pray that Felix will have that courage soon because we are running out of time to find a place and he has to face that courage. If he don't do it, then my walking down the aisle will be gone.
The most disappointing thing is I have been into a baptist church where my family has no idea what is baptist when we first stepped into this church. I was smart enough to not get involve in the church activities because looking at it, my dad and my sister is stuck there and they are not going to leave this church. But to me this church has done nothing but killed my faith is all that this church has done in my life. I have never felt this so much hatred and betrayal. Well, I hope whatever it is that God just need to give Felix that courage if he really wants Felix to convert. I think right now God, it's time for you to voice out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SPEAK TO ME LA!!!!! GODAMMIT!!! I'm going crazy!!!

Thursday, January 19, 2017

The Roommate episode 6

Jasmine went straight home. And then turn on her computer. She saw Fillion instead of Kenny. She message Fillion.

Jasmine's message: Hey. How's Kenny?

Fillion's message: We took him to the hospital and they did bandage up his leg. Now he has a very big cast on his leg.
Jasmine's message: I see.
Jasmine thinking: Poor Kenny.

Then suddenly, she remember what Fillion had promised her.

Jasmine's message: Sooo, remember you did promised me something tonight?
Fillion thinking Oh shoot. But I'm still not ready. What am I going to tell her?
Fillion's message: Um....I got to go now.
Jasmine's message: What? No....hey...you've been avoiding me since Wednesday. Enough is enough. What is it? Do you like me? Is that what you wanna tell me?
Fillion thinking: What oh no, She has figured it out. Sorry Jasmine, but I don't have the courage to tell you.
Fillion's message: I'm really hungry. I need to go get something to eat first. I'll tell you on Monday. Goodnight.
Jasmine thinking: What the?

Before she can even answer him, he went offline.

Jasmine thinking: Hey, That's it. I'm not bothered anymore.
On Monday, Fillion was in the lift going up to the office.

Fillion thinking: Okay, okay. Calm down. It's just her. I just need to be brave enough.

When he reach the floor, he went out the lift and open the room door to the office. He went to his place and yes he saw Jasmine sitting down with her back facing him. He look at her for awhile and then turn to his computer. He turn on his computer. Then he get up and walk to Jasmine's place. He was standing beside Jasmine anad didn't say anything. Jasmine look beside her and saw Fillion looking at her. Then he she continue doing her work. She didn't say anything to him. Fillion knew she's going to be mad. Then he squat down and said in a soft voice.

Fillion whisper: Hey, Can I see you at the stairs now?

Jasmine didn't response anything and her eyes are still starring in the computer.

Fillion whisper: I'm going to tell you now.

Jasmine stopped whatever she's doing, look at him and said...

Jasmine whisper: I'm not interested to know anymore.

Fillion didn't know what to do. So he get up and went back to his place. Then suddenly, he heard someone talking to Jasmine. He turn and it was Derek.

Fillion thinking: Him again? Why does he always come to this place? Just leave her alone.

Then suddenly a lot of people making noise towards both of them. Then he turn. He was really really shocked and a sense of jealousy struck him. Derek was standing so close to Jasmine.

Derek: Here.

He gave Jasmine a folded paper rose. Jasmine didn't want to accept it.

Jasmine:Uh, what's this for?
Derek: Nothing. I just want to give it to you. I'm suppose to give it to my friend since it's her birthday but her birthday has passed, so no point in giving her. So....take it.
Jasmine: Um...Derek, it's okay I....

Without hesitating, Derek grab her hand and placed the rose on her hand and quickly dash off. Jasmine was left there stun and then she realize everybody is looking at her. Including Fillion. She was so ashamed. And then her colleagues started to teasing her.

Guy A: Wow, looks like I have no more chance to go after you Jasmine.
Jasmine: No, we're just friends.
Guy C: You sure? It didn't look like he's just a friend.
Guy B: Oh come on Jasmine. You don't need to be shy.
Guy E: Yeah, Derek is a nice guy.
Guy F: He even made a rose for you.

Jasmine couldn't take it anymore. She just dash out from the room. Fillion saw that and he knows that Jasmine is under so much pressure. He said in a loud voice.

Fillion: Would all of you cut it out? She don't like him at all.

Everyone paused and stare at Fillion a few seconds, then one guy started talking:

Guy A: Hey, chill dude. What's gotten into you?
Guy F: Yeah, we were just joking around.
Fillion: Well, to her, it's not funny. And it's not to me either.

Then he also went out from the room and he wanted to find Jasmine.

Fillion thinking: Where can she be?

Then after that, he glimpse a bit at the stairs and saw Jasmine there,. He went to her. She was sitting down at the stairs.

Fillion: Hey.

Jasmine look up.

Jasmine: Hey,

Fillion sat down next to her.

Fillion: You okay?
Jasmine: No. Sigh, I just don't know how to tell Derek that I'm not interested at all at him.
Fillion: You're not?
Jasmine: No. I don't even have a single feeling towards him.
Fillion thinking: I was right. She don't.

Fillion held out a big breath then started to talk.

Fillion: Jasmine, I.....

Jasmine look at him.

Fillion: I.....I actually like you.

Jasmine smile and hug him. Fillion was shocked.

Fillion: Um......Jasmine?
Jasmine: Shh,,, don't say anything.
Fillion: Okay.

She hugged him a few seconds, then continue talking.

Jasmine: I'm so happy. You finally say it out.
Fillion: You knew?

Jasmine pull back. And then she nodded.

Jasmine: You were always there to look out for me. And you showed your concern. That's when I knew.

Fillion: Okay. I didn't know that it was that obvious. So.....does this means that we're together?
Jasmine: Um...I actually have a few doubts?
Fillion: Which is?
Jasmine: You know, you don't have a car. And if we're going to hang out, I can't always be the one driving you around right?
Fillion: Oh that, well, I'm getting one soon. Going to see some second hand cars with my dad soon. And yes I'm going to stay with my family soon.

Jasmine smile.

Jasmine: Okay.
Fillion: Jasmine...

He hold her hand.

Fillion: I'll try my best to be the best boyfriend that you have. I won't be perfect but at least let's try this relationship. Maybe it'll work maybe it won't be at least we try. Give us a chance.

Jasmine looking down at her hand. Fillion was still holding it. She look up at him and said.

Jasmine: Okay. Let's give this a try.

Fillion face lit up and then they hugged again. While hugging...

Fillion: You have no idea, how happy I am today.

Jasmine just smile. They hugged for quite sometime.

Set By

- Jessica Tan -

Friday, December 02, 2016

The Roommate episode 5

After work. Jasmine was so eager to meet Fillion and get to know what's all this secretive thing is all about. She's getting all worked up for it. Right after the clock struck 6.00pm she packed her bags and went off straight and just waited for Fillion to come. She waited about 15 minutes and still no Fillion.

Jasmine thinking: Hmm. Wonder where is he. I shouldn't come here so fast. I'll wait a little longer.

Then she waited until it was 6.30pm, still no sign of Fillion. She took out her phone and there's not even a message from him. She wanted to text him, when she stopped and thought to herself.

Jasmine thinking: Wait, why do I even wanna text him? He was the one asked me to wait here and he is the one late. Shouldn't he be the one informing me? This is getting ridiculous. I'm going home.

So, she started walking then suddenly, a voice called her name.

Voice: Jasmine!

Jasmine turn. It was Fillion, finally. Instead of being happy, she went straight to his direction.

Jasmine: Where were you? Why are you late?
Fillion: Sorry. I got held up with work. Come, I'll buy you a drink.
Jasmine: No, you owe me a drink and an explanation. I can't go for a drink now. I have to get home. But what's with meeting you here?
Fillion: Um...well....you see.
Fillion thinking: How the heck am I going to tell her?
Jasmine: Hey, quick. I have to get home you know?
Fillion: You know what, since you're in a hurry, we'll do this another day.
Jasmine: No. Now.
Fillion: Sorry,it takes a lot of courage to say this and I'm not ready.
Jasmine: Courage? Hmm, this is getting really interesting and makes me even want to know more.
Fillion: I promise. I'll tell you this Friday. Make yourself free on Friday/
Jasmine: Why? What's happening on Friday?
Fillion: Well, we are playing futsal with some of the gang and I'm inviting you.
Jasmine: Hah, I'm not into futsal.
Fillion: I mean, just come and watch.
Jasmine: Hmmm, alright.

Fillion was so happy and his face lit up. Jasmine noticed it.

Fillion: Alright, I'll tell you on Friday, I promise.
Jasmine: Okay. See you. Bye,
Fillion: Bye.

They waved bye at each other. When Jasmine was already miles away, Fillion was so frustrated with himself for he can't tell her how he feels.

Fillion thinking: I'm such a chicken.

That night, he was in front of the TV again but he wasn't paying attention to the TV at all. He was thinking about Jasmine. Kenny, came back and saw him staring at the TV.

Kenny: Hey

Fillion didn't response. He was just blankly staring at the TV. Kenny look to him and to the TV and to him again.

Kenny: Fillion?

Then Fillion finally woke up and faced Kenny

Fillion: Oh...you're back.
Kenny: Yes. What's up with you?
Fillion: Sigh, I wanted to confess my feelings towards Jasmine today but I chickened out. So I told her that I promise to tell her what I wanna say on Friday. Speaking of which, this Friday is your birthday right?
Kenny: That's right.
Fillion: Let's celebrate.
Kenny: I don't think so, I got to work.
Fillion: Oh come one Kenny, it's just once in a blue moon. Come on. We're playing futsal. You should try.

Kenny thought for awhile and then said...

Kenny: Okay, I'll join.
Fillion: Great. I'll go book the court.

So after that, Friday came, Kenny, Fillion and the others was at the futsal court. Jasmine of course was sitting outside and just seeing them play and she did enjoy herself too. Before the game ends, Kenny was injured. He was trying to get the ball from another player, and that player accidentally kick his ankle. He was shouting in pain and all the colleagues gather him and try to pull him up. They led him to the bench and open up his socks just to see his ankle was really swollen.

Fillion: Hey, I have to bring him to the hospital.

Fillion look at Jasmine.

Fillion: Sorry Jasmine, I can't send you back to the car park.
Jasmine: It's okay. I'll ask William to send me back there.
Fillion; Okay. Sorry about that. Alright, hey help me with him.
Jasmine: Be careful boys.

While some of the boys was leading Kenny to the car, Jasmine was starring at Kenny. She did forget about what Fillion had promised her. She was too concern over Kenny more.

Jasmine: Oh Kenny. Please be alright.
William: Hey Jasmine. You coming?
Jasmine: Oh sorry. Yes. 

Then she just went inside William's car and they drove off.

Jasmine thinking: I need to message Kenny later and asked him is everything alright.

Set By

- Jessica Tan -

Tuesday, September 27, 2016

The Roommate episode 4

The next day during lunch hour, Kenny was searching all over for Jasmine. Finally, she came out from the office and Kenny just went straight to her. They were at the lift. Kenny smiled at her.

Kenny: Hi
Jasmine look at him and smile back.
Jasmine: Hi.
Kenny: Going for lunch?
Jasmine: Yeah,
Kenny: Alone?

Jasmine just nodded.

Kenny: Hmmm....if that's the case, can I tag along?
Jasmine: Huh?
Kenny:What's with the expression? You don't want me to come?
Jasmine: Uh....no no. Don't get me wrong. It's just that..I thought that you have your guy friends to hang out with.
Kenny: Yeah I do. But once awhile I do need to change my circle of friends right? Plus. I have not gotten to know you at all since you join the company. So this is a good time to get to know each other.

Jasmine smile.

Jasmine thinking: Kenny is such a nice guy.

Jasmine: Alright then. Shall we get going?
Kenny: Yep.

Then the lift open and they went on their way. They went to a simple restaurant.

Kenny: This place is famous for their steam fish.
Jasmine: Really? Can we order it now?
Kenny: Maybe nextime because you know, for the both of us, we won't be able to finish it.
Jasmine: Okay.

Then when their food came. They help themselves. Kenny was observing Jasmine. He was waiting for the right time. Then he just speak.

Kenny: So......Jasmine?
Jasmine: Hmmm?

Jasmine was still munching at her food.

Kenny: Um...I was just wondering. Do you have a boyfriend?

Jasmine almost choke at her food. But she didn't. Kenny straight away said...

Kenny: Sorry, I didn't mean to...
Jasmine: That's okay. I'm fine. It's just shocking to suddenly hear that from you.
Kenny: Sorry.
Jasmine: No worries. Um...why?
Kenny: Why what?
Jasmine: Why do you want to know?
Kenny: Oh..that...um...just curious. You know, a pretty girl like you. I'm sure you do have a boyfriend right?
Jasmine: Well, I don't. I just broke up with a guy few days ago before I accepted this job. But, me and him now are still considered a couple or a friend. He told me until I find someone that loves me and  cares for me, he will back off and we will end this relationship as a couple.
Kenny: Wow, it's hard to find a guy like that. So which means, now you can find someone else?
Jasmine: Kind of. That's kinda what it means. Until I find the right guy.
Kenny: I see.

Then there were silence.

Kenny: Soooo...have you found the right one yet?
Jasmine: You mean in this company ha?
Kernny: No, I mean, from anywhere. Not just our company.
Jasmine: Nope, I haven't found the right guy yet.

Then they continue eating and head back to the office.

At night, Fillion was watching TV and then Kenny came back.

Kenny: Hey.
Fillion: Hey. Busy hah?
Kenny: Yeah. I think tomorrow I'll have to stay overnight at the office.
Fillion: Seriously?
Kenny: Yeah. I can't seem to finish the work.
Fillion: Trust me. Even if you stay in the office, its' going to be the same. The work will never be finished.
Kenny: I'm going to take a shower first.
Fillion: Oh..wait..before that. Come here.
Kenny:What is it?
Fillion: Just come here first.

Kenny walk to the couch and sit down.

Fillion: Did you ask her?
Kenny: Oh..Jasmine hah?
Fillion: Yeah..
Kenny: Yes I did.
Fillion: What did she say?
Kenny: She said she's waiting for the right guy. She just broke up with a guy that's giving her a chance to find the right guy. Until she met the one, then she and him will officially break up. 

Fillion: What? Is there such a  thing?
Kenny: Well, there is. You just have to remember that she's single. That's all to it.

Kenny get up and pat Fillion's shoulder and walk to the bathroom. Fillion was thinking hard about this. Fillion went to his room and lye down on his bed staring at the ceiling.

Fillion thinking: When she finds the right guy? Damn it. Why am I so attracted to her? No.

The next day during work. Jasmine went to her seat and started doing her work. While she was doing her work, she notice there's a note below her keyboard. She took and open the paper note. It says...

Note: Meet me at the mall opposite our office entrance at 6.00 pm. From Fillion.

Jasmine find it funny that Fillion could have just inform her. She turn to face Fillion but Fillion's back was facing her. She smile. She took out her handphone and started messaging him. After she sends the message, she saw Fillion took out his handphone. She quickly turn back to her computer and just waited anxiously for his reply. Their conversation goes...

Jasmine phone: Did you send me a note?
Fillion's phone: Yes. I did. Meet me later okay?
Jasmine's phone: What's all this about? Why do we need to meet somewhere else and why did you even send me a note? Like so secretive.
Fillion's phone: Yeah, because I do not want anyone to know. Later I'll go with you and the gang for lunch. Kinda busy with work now. See you lunchtime.
Jasmine's phone: Okay.

Then Jasmine still keeps on pondering what's with all the secretive messaging and meetings?

                                                                            Set By
                                                                               - Jessica Tan -

Wednesday, April 20, 2016

Awesome life and drama in working place. Woot!

The word awesome is because I'm going to Italy! Weeeee, I really need a break after all this stressness in office. I also actually not really with someone. Why do I everytime need to follow his/her ways and her time? And seriously, it kinda annoys me. For once, he/she never tolerate of my time. I wonder who he/she can ever find a partner. Oh well. 

Thursday, September 03, 2015

My life and Felix Life

Hi all. wow. I think it must have been months that I've never posted anything.

The title up there says it all. Felix has just found a job 3 months ago working as sales. But this sales is better than the property agent. At least he has income every month. Salary. He iss't staying in my house everyday now. Only on the weekends. Sometimes he might just stay one day on weekday whenever he feels like it.
Well, as you guys must know that I'm already 29 years of age. That's very very old. And me and Felix life aren't stable yet. That's very scary if you know what I mean. I really wants to settle up my life but our salary is not cut out to have a family. I know and very certain that if Felix and I have enough salary, we will be married by now but I don't know until when.
Another thing is that my sister. She and her boyfriend has been coupling up for 3 years I think and now there's another guy comes in the way. Actually, my sister was planning to get married with her current boyfriend. Just because her current boyfriend isn't a Christian and he doesn't want to follow the Christian way, my mum don't want to accept him. And yeah, he has a couple of flaws too.
But this current one, is actually better in terms of attitude wise but who knows? This are all beginning signs. When a guy has not gotten the girl yet, he will do whatever it takes and this guys is just waaaaaaaaayyyyy to serious and I can't tahan it.  I sometimes really hate my sister for not knowing how to make her own decision. Now another thing is that like now that new guy and my sister can't stay away from each other even for one day. Every single fucking day, they have to see each other and that's not the problem. The problem is, when it comes to a Sunday, it's a family day la. Be home la. And she always comes back late for dinner and by the time we go out, everything is close. Puuuhhhh!!!! I really hate this guy for doing that. If he really wants to impress me, he should start using different tactics. Not belanja me. Belanja me is for my boyfriend to do. Not you!
I really wish my sister can settle this thing soon cause it's really driving me nuts!

Sunday, July 26, 2015

Reflect on 2012 and now

Bingo! Hi there. Once again. I have never been away this long have I? Anyway, yes, what's with the title up there you say? Well. Hard to say. But I will just write it out here anyway. Although I know someone is checking out on me. Awww..how thoughtful.
I went out with my long time high school friend the other day. Well, all I can tell you it was really really a nice catching up to do, although we have been to movies together and concerts, the thing is we didn't really have the chance to talk. So that day, having a good coffee session with her was awesome. And well, we did share a lot of "stories' together. 
I actually feel sorry for my friend. This friend that I went out with. I remember that we fought once back in 2009 or 2008 over another friend. And because of that stupid friend of mine, I and my high school friend became just a normal friend. I would like to keep this just on the surface. Surprisingly now, that I and my high school friend are still as close as ever and I'm ever really sorry of that past time where me and her fought via the phone. 
Maybe I was just being naive back then. I knew a friend and I did write about her in my 2012 blog. Calling her names and all that (which is true about her). She was once knew my best friend and no one can ever break us apart. I wouldn't want to bring this up but enough is enough. Maybe I do have a horrific temper, I swear a lot and all those shits, but excuse me, who don't? If you don't swear then what, are you perfect? No one is. Everyone in this world sin. Anyway, enough with this crap. All I know is that, that so called 'best friend' of mine (which we are no longer are and I'm so glad), have been trash talking about me behind my back and Oh my God, I was really extremely shocked when she of all people haven't gotten over me for this past 3 years? Why still talking about me? Why still checking out my photo's? Actually I feel this is really really pathetic. I mean, she talk so much about moving on and forgetting about me and she is awesome and whatever shit it is but the way I see it, she isn't.
Sure she can show up in FB looking fabulous,awesome, having friends around her looking happy with her beloved but on the contrary no one really knows what is in her heart until she have personal conversation with some of my friends. Not to mention, she has already chosen to blew up our friendship and deleted me as a friend in FB but she's still keeping friends with my other closest friends like example, my sister, my boyfriend, my good friend. So many. Why still keep them in the friends list? She isn't even talking to them, then just unfriend those people. It doesn't bother them anyway.
I admit, after 2 years of our argument, I did try to contact her by sending her message in FB and whatsapp but I guess she changed her number but to no avail. Obviously, she's not replying me. It didn't bother me. And I also did send her a message in FB just recently to tell her that hope she's enjoying her trip in Vietnam. The fact is, I told her to let the past be the past and now is now. I don't intend(and never want to) be her best friend anymore. Just a friend instead of being enemies. But I was just too stupid to think that after I knew about a fact that she actually is a person who keeps grudges, and she can't make her own decision. Everything comes from her boyfriend's mouth and there she goes. Backstabbing people from behind. She is talking trash about me STILL! After 2 years. And I was the one being mature asking her to let it go and messaging her. That's a really big step and what did I still get in the end? Thanks to my friends for letting me know this if not I will continue being stupid.
So if she is still not moving on then don't claim that she is. All a fake. All pictures of her smilling is a fake. And now that I realise, her friends keeps on changing all the time. I don't think she really have a friend that will stay with her after she has a break up session with her boyfriend. I have friends whom from Cheras all the way come to me when I break up with my boyfriend. Seriously! Who will do that for her? I have true friends and I can tell you guys she is not one of them. If she can say things about me and not happy over the past few years we were best friends, then she is just a fake throughout the entire time. I can't believe I actually wasted my effort, my friends and money on her before and all sums up to this. I was really sad that she still thinks about me that way after what I messaged her.
Well, now that I know all of this, I actually feel that I'm the mature one. I didn't hold anymore grudges. And the fact that I'm much more mature makes me more A-W-E-S-O-M-E! I don't exepect her to read this.(Which I know she will and who knows, her friends will keep on messaging me asking me to stop). Well, why can't I write stuff down here? She's not in my contact list anymore. She wants to continue writing things about me then go ahead. She wants to keep on stalking me and thinking bad about me then go ahead. She wants to trash talk to my friends about me(which is really a stupid things to do) then go ahead. For all I know, her actions are worst than a kid. Why bother letting my friends know about my attitude.They know me more than you do and also they woudn't even bother about our so called arguments plus it was really a long time go. So you see that folks? I was the one who moved on and I thank her for allowing me to do so.
Okay...how was my 2015, first of all, I'm so happy that my dear dear has finally find a job. Finally! And he isn't staying with me often just on weekends and yes, things are starting to fall into place now. I also meet a lot of people online. One is Teng and another one I just recently met is Marcus. Although I have not seen Marcus yet, well, let's just see how that turns out ya? Anyway, Teng and I are quite close, we met once for a movie and well, there are more to come. He is following me to the orchestra place next year. Now, me and my friends are all into boardgames as well. Now I'm working at theSun and things there are quite peaceful.Going back on time and laughter is always the best place to work but wish me luck guys. My extended probation is up till August. So.....wish me luck. Oh yeah, by the way, I just gotten myself  new phone! Asus Zenfone 2 so that's why I really need my job. Please confirm me la!